This is probably gonna be the last update til at least 13th April…I’m so friggin tired of this stupid final project of mine…the good news is that it’s finishing on the 7th April…the bad news is the project has to be finished by tuesday…the worse news is I still have another mini project which I havent started yet…and thats due on 12 April..
So now u can see why I’m rarely online…well, thats not entirely true as well…I’m in my room all day "supposedly" doing my work…and my MSN messenger is always on…just that I keep it in "appear offline" mode. Thats coz I dun want anyone kacauing me when i’m watching movie, i mean…doing my project…
It’s so so so so so so SO SO SO SO SO SOSOSOSOSOSSOOOOOOOO TOUGH!!!!!!
To give you an idea of how much pain i’m in..do the following:
close ur eyes…no not yet you moron! how are you gonna know what to do next if you friggin dont read whats gonna happen?! close ur eyes…imagine the nuclear holocaust…no…no…erm…imagine…you got ur sister really really REALLY MAD!!! then the next day at school ( bring urself back to the old days for you ppl who aren’t in school no more) ur results come out…and you couldn’t possibly can any worse. Now you teachers tell this to ur goodie-too-shoes who is already out for revenge. She yells at you then when shes all worn out guess who she tells?
thats right! …mum. So now mum yells her head off and as if ur not feeling bad enough she tells dad when he gets home. So now "already stressed" dad is over-stressed as ever and basically just seeking whom he may devour, i mean…looking for an object, an entity, a subject to release his bottomless pit of steam…and at the same time you think to urself:
"oh boy, this is gonna be fun…time to do the head-tilted-down-with-no-expression look"
…as if you reflecting on your mistakes but you’re really just thinking of a way to get revenge on your tell-tale sister.
eh?! where am I??? off topic? not again…crap…*sigh* okay, nevermind…I can still use it. Now, imagine how angry you are…how much pain ur going thru at that very instant. The pain, the agony, the stress, anger, and the in-the-moment-urge-to-commit-suicide/pull-out-a-gun-and-shoot-everyone state of mind. Now hold that thought.
( thought * 1000 ) ^1 billion = a fraction of the pain I’m in right now.
btw, * = multiplication, ^ = power.
So as you can imagine, it ain’t pretty…but someones gotta do it. I’ve wasted enough time here so I’m off now. Last but not least I wanna get a sticker for my car that says "Honk if you think I’m doing an exellent job at driving!" then I can cut people off and they won’t know wat to do, haha…